sad...

i sat for my ODE paper today...
i dun knw wat had happened to me...
i can't answer the 3rd question???
but why there are only 3 questions??
and each question cost me 20 marks...
once i walked out BP..i knw i lost 20 marks dy...

i was so DOWN!!!

why i made my mind so complicated...??
such an easy question,but i dun knw how to do??
who controlled my mind???

frankly, i really worked hard for tis course..
since i failed the mid sem test...
i studied hard for it...
i did a lot of past year questions...
n i knw how to do the past year questions...
i read the notes over n over again...
i made my own notes...
but yet i knw i will fail tis course finally...
damn...
wat's wrong with me???

so,it was reasonable i felt so sad for the whole day...
i gv up to study the nex paper...
i played comp games...
i slept...
n i did sth crazy...
i walked to varsity lake at the dark nite...
i cried...

who can help me???
nobody....

thx to those who consoled me...n accompanied me...n listened to me...