Monday, March 16, 2009

Happy 21st Birthday~~~

thanks meishi n yuemin to accompany me to go shopping today...
but pls laa..next time dun leave me alone at the shopping centre...
i really dun knw wat to do...wat i did was just walked..walked n walked in the shopping centre...

at nite...i was staying in the room alone...
lastly saier asked me to go for supper...
actually felt quite dissapointed when heard the birthday song...the birthday song which is sang to celebrate jun's birthday...
i really tot tat u all hd forgotten my birthday...
till i saw ah chai n keeyeong hold a little cake n sang birthday song to me...then i received gift...
i tot tat's all n it came to the end of my birthday celebration...
but no..i was totally wrong...it was just started...
oh my god...i was dumped in the kolam...
n they helped me to make up..n made me look so ugly..sob...
but yet they really made me had a wonderful + unforgetable birthday in my life...
really thanx...
n thanx for giving lots presents...
for me,it were not just gift..it mean a lots to me...
friendship last for ever...

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Let's have a test....

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Feeling after the most unique MKC~~

遗憾。。。带着期望。。却让我失望。。。
鼓,差一点就没得打。。真的伤心。。
谢谢学长学姐们在我要放弃的时候一直在我耳边鼓励。。我才有继续撑下去的勇气。。
说真的,我真的撑到很辛苦。。。
对。。表演过后真的很空虚。。脑袋真的是一片空白的。。
以为自己会哭的。。哈。。可是并没有。。

frankly,wat's a mix feeling i had after MKC..
yup..it cant be denied tat i regretted bcoz of the mishap..
i were thinking tat why raining all the time???if no rain,what will happen next?will the whole MKC in plan??everything will be better with the technical setting??there will be best ever perfomances with better lighting n audio??(sob)

but i knew no more 'if' here,it was a fate n we need to accept it..well..let bygone be bygone..it was not our false,it was just an unexpected mishap...to sum it all up,everyone did a great job yesterday nite!!!(i mean all seniors n juniors)....MKC really hoseh!!!

and i was so so sooooooooo touching yesterday...
i really could see the togetherness...not only among CC members but Zabahan...thx for helping us..thx for those alway offer himself to help to move things fr balai zaba to dewan nucleus..
thx a lots...and thx for other ethnic group 's frenz who gave me respond all the time while waiting for our frens to set up n prepare evrything for drama...at least u all let me knw tat i was not alone tat time...so pity me n serpin..i was hardly crack my mind to find out sum ideaS to entertain u all...THX A LOTS....

well..sth wanna mention here, my dear MKC director,WEI XIANG,i respect u..salute u..even though u did uncountable mistakes during the speech..but u still keep on talking..ur spirit,ur attitude,for sure,i respect u man...i was so touching by u man...almost cry at tat time lor...

abt ZHAO KE, i saw the great improvement in urself...well done..i knew u can do it...n 28th of Feb,MKC nite,u proved it to everyone...yes..good job man..be confident in urself laa....

abt the other perfomances, everyone was putting his/her effort to do the best he/she can...

SHIN YEN roomate,respect u also...continue to dance although u had ald injured...
dear mek,u afraid me...so worry abt u..

AMY n KAICHUR,take care of urself also rr...

abt the seniors, u all did a very good n efficient job man...helped us to do everything, till we dun knw wat should we do anymore...

XUE CHEN, u really has a incredible mind ler...huh~~

abt my coach,GUORONG n tutors,ROGER n TENGYI , u all are excellent!!!helped us to settle the drums perfomance...i knw u wont make us n urself disappointed de...great!!

for those i hvn mentioned,well done n good job man...

MKC ~~~~

28th of FEB (Saturday)

马大第七宿舍中华文化之夜,我们期待已久的日子终于来临了。

我答应了早上七点半搬鼓,八点练习,我做到了,可是你们为什么迟到?还是谢谢早到的朋友们(jean wei, kaiwen, jinxin n joan)。对不起,我对brothers们发脾气了,我知道大家都很累了,我不应该对你们发脾气,谢谢你们的体谅。
谢谢大家的帮忙让我们很快的把事情做好,然后开始练习。
大家的表现真的很好了,希望我们今晚能发挥得更好,鼓队加油,要相信我们的努力是值得的。

午餐后,肚子开始感到不舒服,我想可能是喝太多咖啡了再加上少睡觉。明知道自己不能喝咖啡,可是爱喝咖啡的我却一口气喝了十杯,人就是这么的犯贱。可恶的感觉,总是要作呕。
朋友们,想劝你们要学会好好照顾自己哦,因为在外病了没有人会关心你,照顾你,可怜你,同情你的。。。好好保重哦。。。
可是,有时候也会有好人来帮你一把的。谢谢你啦,思彬,慧慧和顺财。

呕过了,哭过了,感觉好多了。我可以继续做我还未完成的事了。
天气热到我无法睁开我的眼睛,讨厌阴晴不定的天气。

谢谢Roger tutor帮我解决搬鼓的事,这样我就少烦一件事了。

刚才那么热,为什么你那么快就变脸?
求你啦,给我一个好天气啦。

你毫不留情,就这样下起了雨,是因为我今天还没唱题吗??
我不是爱哭包,我没哭,只是流泪而以啦。

刚才因为很紧张的搬鼓,差一点从白屋滚下来,还好思彬推了一把。谢啦。

好,我决定回房唱题和准备。
过后雨还是一直下,什么也做不到,只好傻傻的等雨停。
我相信雨一定会停,你不可能那么狠心让我们辛辛苦苦筹备了那么久的东西给毁了。
所以我一直保持晴朗的心情,相信天气也会跟着晴朗起来的。

果然你没有让我失望,雨真的是慢慢的停了。
大家的心也快乐了起来,笑容也开始挂在每个人的脸上。
大家开始抹干场地,人也陆陆续续的来了,大家也越来越就紧张了。

听着司仪欢迎贵宾的到来,掌声也跟着响起。那一刻是多么的感动。
听着筹委会主席致词时,我在想着一切的表演很快就要开始了,很快很快。。
伟翔的华语讲得不好,可是勇气可嘉,真是让人佩服,虽然讲得很好笑,可是听起来却是令人感动的。

开幕过后就到我们出场了,台下一阵喧哗,灯光亮到我看不见人海,很想看看到底有多少人来捧场咯。
过后就到扯铃表演,很想知道她们表演到如何,从来就没有真正的欣赏过每一个表演。

思彬出场过后就是到我出场了,突然听见思彬说了一句:请大家移到我们的dewan makan。
当时的我还不知道雨神已来访,我还真的在台上呆了一会儿才回过神来。
真是不敢相信眼前的一切,也不想接受。怎么办?
眼泪又要开始掉了,真不挣气。
我们要如何继续呢?鼓队怎么办?二十四节令鼓要怎么表演?我的脑一直都在想着鼓。。
一定要想个办法,不能让我们的努力白费的。

到了dewan nukleus, 我真的没有继续下去的勇气,还好有一直有seniors在鼓励着,谢啦,cc head叫我不要放弃打鼓,一定会想办法让我们打的。还有学谦的支持,我才会一直撑下去。还有思彬,谢谢你提醒了我当时不是泄气的时候,接下去要做的是把任务完成,把其余的表演呈现出来。

在他们setup 一切的时候,我们必须想办法撑场咯。
那短短的半个小时多是难熬的,我们真的是很懊恼,为什么我们在说话时都没有人在给反应呢?就连自己的seniors都是这样。还好有有一群支持我们的友族朋友们给与热烈的响应。谢谢你们,我真的很感动,感激不尽。
还有一些热心的友族朋友帮忙把东西从balai zaba搬到 dewan nukleus。谢啦。

很快的一切都setup好啦。我们的戏剧正式开始。
一切是多么的顺利,只是麦克风有些问题。
舞蹈,华乐,相声等一切都很好,大家辛苦了。
只是后台真是很乱,学谦真是了不起,少了你不知会发生什么事咯。

戏剧完毕过后就是二十四节令鼓,我连喘一口气都来不及就要开始打鼓。
当时真的很紧张,头脑还很乱,乱到不能集中精神,好害怕等等会打错害了大家。
最后逼自己冷静下来,集中和专心的打。

打完的那一刻,我的脑就是空白的。什么都没想了。
只看见3rd years seniors都在哭,是高兴?兴奋?还是感动?
我不知道。
2nd years seniors对我说:了不起,你们打得比我们还要好!!
我在想:真的吗?不要安慰我哦~~

过后发生什么事我真的管不了啦,只觉得:哈~~我们准备了五个月的中华文化之夜就在这雨夜画上了句号。我接下来该做什么呢?大家都在很开心的拍照,可我一点都提不起劲来,闷闷的坐着,结果我没拍到照留念,好后悔。为什么我当时会有那种感觉?很空白!很空虚!说不出个所以来。。。

泪又在开始流了。糟糕。

One day to go~~~~~

27th of FEB (FRIDAY)

oohhh...my hp rang at abt 730am...ooohhh...my dabian lian called me..shit...
i wanted to sleep lagi...
oohhh..somebody knocked my door...ooohhh...zhongwen came n woke me up....
oohhh..my hp rang again....ooohh...ivan called me....

ok..fine..i woke up..ok..i went to the practice..ok...
roger,i really dun wan to wake up de...but i hv no choice..everyone is missing me so much...
damn..it was raining laaa....
after i had my breakfast, we started to cut the clothes n settle our scarft n others....

since it was still raining..everyone went bec to their room...
except me, ahcai, ah fook, n serpin...still playing v the yellow stupid clothes...haa...

well..we planned to practice at 1230pm...
but sigh..i forgot today is friday..i really dun knw their sembahyang time for today is so long..
we only manage to practice once..be4 somebody stopped us bcoz of the curfew...

abt 230pm we continue our practice due to the good weather...
at 330pm..keeyong stopped us n asked us to go for the rehearsal...

everything is well running during the rehearsal...good job...
hope everyone could maintain laaa...jia you...

damn tired ald...same as yesterday...2am still got band practice lagi..

but i promised melissa n sangitha that i sure will go n support the MKI, hehe..so i sacrifice my sleeping time to support them ooo...
so funny..i dun understand their language at all...
haiz...i should learn other races' language de...
but their dances were so powerful n energetic...i felt like wanna dance together v them ald..
good job frenz...

at abt 1230pm...so sorry yaa..i was so tired ady...i cant stand anymore..i went to meishi's room n slept lor..till hooi hooi wake me up is already 2am lor...sorry for not helping to set up deco wor...
i dun knw i will over sleep wor..

after practice the huoyuanjia for 1.++ hour....they started to practice qinghuachi...
then i went to help ah kent to light up the lanterns lor...
damn...i got electric shock twice...
the first shock was a small matter...
the 2nd shock..ohh my god..my whole left arm lull...

but wat i can confirm is ah kent shout louder than me when he got electric shock..haha..
he only had the palm lull...but shout like the whole body kena electric shock...huh~~afraid me..

again..today i slept at 530am...i enjoyed the time with u all to set up the deco then...
haha...
suprisingly shinyen wake up ady to practice...
the dancers n 'cheling' were so hardworking....
salute u all...

Sleepy~~~

26th of FEB (Thursday)

today is MKM a.s.a Malam Kebudayaan Melayu...

i planned to go n support our malays frenz tonite..but i was informed tat band members nid to go practice at 1130pm...huh~~my tough life is started...

so sorry for not going to support....but my heart is alway supporting u all de...
so pls let me sleep for a while...
after slept for one hour,shin yen woke me up n asked to go to the practice...
i waited for so long..it seems nobody talking abt practice..i was so sien ald...
but still waiting there...later js knw fr calvin tat the practice time has been changed to 2am...
i was like oooohhhhh,could u pls inform me earlier??i wanna sleep for a while...luckily i dun get angry with anyone..i understand u all...no worries...

so i went bec to my room n continue sleeping..haha..
wah...practice at 2am ler...wat a new experience ler tat i never hd before n will not have in the future...thx for let me has such a good experience...

i quite worry tat we will kena complain lagi...
actually im not worry abt us but eric,ah pang, hongsing n ah yap...
really felt sorry to u all...
i knw everyone is complaining to u all..
n thx for settle everything for me...

well..we ended our practice at 530am...
i hv to sleep lor...
even though three of us can skip the morning slot of practice...
but i think i wont have enough sleep de laa..