Again...You make me dissapointed...

Today is the day we all waited for so long...Why???this is the day for those ppl to make decision whether to quit or stay in the team...but you...you told me that you are so confident to convince them,to persuade them to stay in the team...you said you have at least 70% to success...but why..why i cant get your points tonite ??i cant even knw what are the points you gave...what i knew was you want to continue the spirit from the ex-seniors...because they helped you all a lots..and now is the time for you to help us - juniors in return...is it a strong point???i dun really know...may be...

Oh my dear coach,why don't you make everything clear??do you know that you haven't solve the problems??the problems are still...and yet there are annoying and irritating!!Oh my goodness...could you please don't alway say depends?or see the situation laa??do you knw that, you really make me suffer laaa....i'm sorry to say that if i were you..im absolutely will let all of them know everything..i totally will let them knw the drum practice's timetable,so that they can manage their time well... i want to let them knw how tough is the practice...i want each of them understand what is their responsibilities...but haiz...it's fine...

Frankly...till now...i dun even knw how importance is the mkc???what is the purpose we need to organize mkc???for what???i really dun knw!!i'm sorry to say about this...at first,i thought mkc is the programme for us -juniors and seniors to enclose the relationship among us..but then i realise that i was wrong...because it is the activity for us to break the relationship!!!what is the vision and mission of doing this programme???i wonder..again..cc is like my another home???sigh...

Dissapointed

It's the 2nd week of 2nd sem...im so energetic to attend to every class..may be i had enough rest in the past one week holiday..i think...huh~~~i hope that i could keep such spirit,i really don't want to repeat what i had done in the 1st sem..'it was a nightmare for me!!i don't want such stupid and hectic life anymore...i just wanna have more time for me to rest,study,and sleep!!can i???

Well,i had sms all the drum teammates to come to adin room tonite to have a practice, purposely for them to recall bec wat we had learnt during the break...
Really thank to those who came for practicing...i really appreciate you all...
And of course there is alway got some problems for me to solve...haiz...but this time,i think it is a big big problem for me...I really don't understand why both of u want to quit??All rite,i could accept that the reasons you gave...but what to do???you chose to join us at 1st,and promise me not to quit the team...but you break your promise now...why???why???i feel so sad,tired,exchausted,and dissapointed...I'm sorry to say that i really cant control myself at that time...i lost my direction..i don't know what to do...really!!!

Anyway,i apologize if i hurt you all unconciously and i apologize for my bad attitude on that night too...even to my drum teammates,my dear friends and seniors...im so sorry...

i will keep on trying, do my best and never give up..!!for sure....!

Happy New Year 2009!!

huh...it was the 1st time i went to countdown...wat's a great experience gained...actually i was thinking for so long whether want to go o not...but at last i went together with meishi,eric n yuemin...



It rained for a while before we started to go...unluckily,at the um bus stop,we met those qzh-ians...walau,so paiseh to meet them there since we refused to join them to go to countdown...

anyway im so sorry...



we reached sungai wang at around 7++pm...and we had our dinner at kfc inside the sungai wang...i was so fulled to finished my meal...huh~~

After tat, we accompanied eric to go aroung sg wang becoz he wanted to search for new clothes for CNY...hehehe..lastly he bought one...

we met jianhau n the other ex-seniors later...we were enjoying the concert there..but sigh..the place was crowded by ppl...i could breathe hardly...huh~~~it made me almost die...we were lack of oxigen while they crowd were playing the spray...huh~~~hate the stupid smell...

At ard 12am..everyone bcame damn crazy...spraying around...we were also the victims laaa...i even shoot by the water pistol..shit!!...tat was all jian hau n eric's false...ooohhh....i was so wet ...

After countdown we quickly walked to the LRT station,huh~~it was crowded by ppl too...damn terrible...luckily we were still able to go bec college at 2am..haha...

But then we went to the ss17 to yumcha...till 4am...huh~~we were exhausted n felt very sleepy...